hi, hope you’re doing well

as is apparent i haven’t been posting that much, at least when you compare it to previous years lmao

im going to change that though, using the help of:

a youtube channel (@lerzyqg), all my future music will be released there first (since for me its way easier to post something there)

eventually i’ll also get all the tracks on spotify but i don’t feel like it rn

please consider supporting me on youtube and thank you <3

I don’t even know how much of an impact writing a post about this has, but I have an album.

If you feel generous today, please listen to it on SPOFIFY (alternate link the one before might not work idk how this works at all) if you don’t got a lotta time (or attention span) to listen to the thing,

here’s my favorites of the album: Surrogate, Stargazing, Fart Away )*far) and Chronos.

Yeah that is it have an amazing rest of your day, have an amazing next week, also the week after that one, the week two weeks after the first week, another wek, have an amazing rest of weeks in the year.

if you see this you are not gay (good ending)

surprise wow yeah new music

yeah you can find it on my page

soundcloud link here, spotify link here as well

Anyways it showed up on my spotify that my ep is out on there (yeah I didn’t know when it releases, even though I literally typed in the date I’d like it to, that makes no sense dude like wtf) and I listened to it as you do and I noticed it was much quieter than the song I previously had on. And I immediately felt so defeated. I’ve been worrying with my songs being mastered (mastering is when you mess with the loudness and overall sound of the song and stuff, mostly really small changes, it’s like the last stage of making a song) really quiet for like eternity now. It’s so frustrating too, because it’s sorta a non-issue, there’s not a ton of actual quality sensible information about it online, I would probably have to contact an actual mastering ingeneer, that works on songs I’ve listened to, to actually get some. And it just feels like I’m fighting an invisible Mike Tyson. Like what the hell could you do in that situation.

What I’ve made of the info I’ve managed to take in until now is that you should have song at like -9 LUFS (percieved loudness) at max. And most of my songs now have been that, but they’re still quiet compared to other ones. I don’t know if I should contact the nearest mental hospital or what’s going on.

So in my hopelessness I decided to inspect some tracks myself and get a conclusion on it all from songs I’ve actually listened to and like. I downloaded some from Disciple on Youtube (cause I know some tracks released there have a free download in the description) and looked at the LUFS levels. BRO IT WAS LIKE -3 OR SOMETHING. That has confused me even more, because like do people master it different for youtube than spotify? I’ve heard that is way too much and that it’ll distort your songs a lot and stuff. + one song by Infekt actually had like -8 LUFS or sum but the verses were really quiet and the drop was as loud as the others I AM INSANE

+ I HEARD ANOTHER ARGUMENT ON THAT SAYING ITS POINTLESS AND THE PERSON LISTENING CAN JUST TURN IT UP, which honestly makes perfect sense, it’s just inconvinient. SO PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING I FIND OUT ABOUT THIS MAKES ME KNOW WHAT TO DO EVEN LESS.

Anyways I’m abouta watch another video on this have an at least above average week, unlike me lmao i dont actually mean that I’m doing great. Seeya hopefully

Hey. Thank you for reading my yap-sesh. This is a lot of text, but I suppose that’s what everyone does here anyways.

+ I tagged this yapping I hope it isn’t like some weird sexual internet term.

Hi everyone :)

This is a little update/promotion

I have released a new ep! It’s on spotify, soundcloud and on here. You can find it on my profile and stuff.

Yeah that’s it thank you if you decide to check it out :D and something motivational: Anything is possible, even if you think it is the least probable thing to happen, it might just come true, it might just be possible. So don’t be afraid to go for what you want.

yo trinity its out btw

not on spotify yet i have to do some shit still its delayed for some reason

ill do like a frontpage post promoting that whenever the hell it actually is on spotify i dont really think many people care tho have a really nice day

Hey everyone.

This is just another reminder about the ep.

So yeah- be ready idk.

8th of April

Hi, anyone reading this mark your calendars for the 8th of April if your schedule is clear, because I’m releasing an ep I’ve been really stoked to put out, so if you like edm and dubstep and stuff, I don’t know anything about you, but I think you might like it.

I’m not gonna drag this out talking about everything ever, about all the songs and sh*. Be kind to yourself and have a nice day. I hope you’ll enjoy the ep.

Here’s the cover :3

i did something

And that something is a song that I had before put on like labelradar, which I started using a bit ago. I wanted to get a label to release it but I don’t care anymore.

That’s it, enjoy the song teehee

the song mate

more coming maybe

Hello everyone.

I just wanted to do a little update because I don’t think I have done anything on here since the new year.

I am currently still holding onto 13 metric tons of music. I have a bunch of stuff going on right now though, so that’s why I am not releasing it.

I swear I will do something with it someday.

I think that is kind of it. Not gonna confess with like personal stuff.

Unnescesarily motivational ending.

Be who and how you are, it’s supposed to be that way. It’s easy to for me to find security in that.

Have a great day.